What you manifest is what you get.....
Years ago I would always think, I'm so bored I might as well just work. Well, for the last 6 years work has turned into my like. I stopped blogging, creating, and doing things that I like doing. I pretty much just work. I like my work, but when people say you work to live, not live for work it is true. We are all repalceable at work, and I dont want my end of life regret be that all I did was work...
When I went to NYC in late September I realized how much I truly missed the city. Walking everywhere, the subway, the local stores and restaurants. I really didn't want to come home. I wish I could pick my home up and plop ot down somwhere in Queens or Brooklyn. I saw the real estate prices and since I didnt win the lottery, well here I sit in Texas.
This was the elementary schoo at sunsetl behind the apartment I rented for a week. It was really nice waking up to of the sound of kids laughing and playing.
Since the real estate market has shifted, I have a little more time that I carved out for myself, I refelcted back on all my sketch books. I did create most of the artwork I wanted to create. Some are just sketches that have yet to come to life and other series have never been completed. At heart I am an artist. I just dont want my art to turn into a job, I create to escape, and enjoy the time I'm on this earth.
I will think, pray and find my new way and manifest the life I want.
I can tell that school is in Astoria, near where my son lives!
ReplyDeleteAstoria is such a nice area!! That's so great that your son lives there!
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