Monday, April 17, 2017

feeling blah

I'm not sick, I just have this blah feeling..... Easter weekend was nice and easy. Cooked a small dinner on Easter Sunday for my husband and oldest son. My younger two couldn't make it home because of their homework/projects, which I can understand. Other than cooking, I just kind of just sat around Sunday thinking about all the things I could do, but just felt like I was holding myself back for no good reason, other than laziness and lack of motivation. I feel a huge sense of boredom in my life. Not sure what to do about it. I ended up painting a bit Sunday night, then watched a movie, which I thought was appropriate for Easter.... Heaven is for real. Anyway, today is a typical Monday at my day job, sitting in front of a computer for 8 hours..... I just feel like I need some happy excitement right about now....
My cactus finally bloomed and smells BEAUTIFUL. the bloom will only last a couple of days...


  1. That cactus bloom is definitely a happy thing.

  2. Drita, I know the feeling, the boredom, the waiting for something but not knowing what. I think it's the age that our children are; we're redefining our identities now that they are almost fully raised. I'm wrestling with the same thing, and its internal, not external. Maybe traveling might bring some excitement. At least until the grandchildren start arriving, lol.

  3. Yes, totally agree. Need to plan a trip away for sure!